I’m struggling ……
Because you are struggling.
I’m sad … because you are sad
I’m hurting…. Because you are hurting.
I’m scared…. Are you scared ?
I don’t know what do do anymore.
I don’t know where to turn
I’m running out of options and I’m running out of ideas
I’m even running out of money.
I give you everything I have and everything I can.
I give you all my love
I give you all my time.
I give you everything I can…. And do everything I can …. But it’s not enough.
All my money is spent on you
All my spare time is given to you.
All my energy is given to you.
But still it don’t work. You don’t listen , you don’t care …. There is something else that you care and listen to. And that is what I fear is hurting you. It’s dark and sinister … and it’s dragging you down.
It’s like you have a beautiful sunny day available to you.
But you prefer the black clouds and storms.
I’m waiting for you. I have my hand out for you to hold.
But you ignore it. You won’t take it.
I can’t sleep anymore
I feel sick all the time - worry, stress , anxiety.
I struggle to work
I don’t know what to do anymore….. .
And I’m scared of losing you.
Dad xx
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Sorry for your pain. This sums up exactly how I feel as well. You are not alone. It’s brilliant. Thank you for sharing.
I feel just like you Dad. Sending you love.